Today I’m happy about overcoming my own poor attitude. I woke up in a funk and felt down and anxious, and this feeling lingered all day. I worried and I over-analyzed and I tried to control my circumstances in a way that was unhealthy. But after my long day of rehearsals ended, I sucked it up and I hit the gym. I hit it hard and with so much anger as motivation, that I got in a fantastic workout, but walked a fine line between exaltation and a breakdown for a large part of it. I Am thankful I went and worked out my frustrations and in doing so was able to have a heart to heart with my boyfriend and finally reveal some of the things I had previously been scared to. Now I feel completely exhausted, but in the best way possible. Mentally and physically I am drained but I know I will sleep peacefully tonight and that tomorrow will be much better.
I am growing, slowly but surely and I am feeling the effects ten-fold by forcing myself to address them in a real way. Happy Saturday my beautiful friends!
Happiness Starts Here